I had a revelation last Sunday. I was singing in the choir for a friend’s ordination to the Anglican priesthood. There was incense. There was liturgy. There was lots and lots of heartbreakingly beautiful music. And as I was singing it, I was thinking, “Ha, at least I believe what I’m singing.” You know, like that post I posted a little while ago?
And then I think God slapped me round the back of the head. “How the heck do you know,” He said, “that everyone else here doesn’t believe it too? Yes, INCLUDING all those other choir members over there who make risqué jokes and live together OUT OF WEDLOCK.”
“Um,” I said, “you know, I actually don’t.”
“And,” He said, “I suppose you never do anything wrong, like them.”
“Um,” I said, “touché.”
“Remember that bit,” He said, “about ‘In Christ there is no Jew or Gentile, slave or free, male or female’?”
“How about, no Anglican or Apostolic, gay-marriage-supporting or non-supporting, liberal or conservative?
“In fact, how do you know if someone is ‘In Christ’ or not? Only I know that. Therefore, this applies to EVERYONE.
“You ready for this?”
(Actually, God didn’t say that bit. I just need a dramatic pause before the punchline.)
“THERE IS NO THEM. THERE IS ONLY US.”
I was rendered literally breathless by the force of this revelation. It’s probably old hat to some of you who’ve been close to Jesus for longer than I have, or who are just smarter than me.
There is no right-wing and left-wing. There are people who, like me, care about their children’s future, and about the health of those worse off. There is no rich and poor. There are people who, like me, have food to eat every day, and people who, like me, worry about how to afford all the things their family needs. There is no gay and straight. There are people who, like me, can’t always help loving people they can’t ever be with, and people who, like me, are blessed to have someone wonderful to live and share a bed with.
I am absolutely NOT saying there is no sin. But sinners, like me, sin. And try to do better next time. Or, like me, don’t.
I feel like a different person, on the inside. Let’s see if it makes a difference on the outside.